Thursday, December 22, 2005

Sonnet III

You are the beauty of my eyes
And standing, full in light, I scarce believe
That Aphrodite, dipping low,
Gave this sweet gift to me.
For thou art lovely in the lovliest of ways
A starling bordered with the shine
Of the hang'ed planets twined with rings
Living art is mine
To touch, and in this touching know the truth
That beauty, breath'ed song is within reach
And reaching out- fingers brush against
A sculpted form of poetry
For I would breathe you in, and breathing show
That you are all there is- and all I know.

Sonnet II

Psyche's Search

Nighttime drove the poor offended on
A soul that scarce could lift its weary head
And I- a witness to this scene
Asleep and dreaming in my bed.
She wandered for a momentary pace,
Then stopped and stooped with painful care
Tracing with her fingers in the dust
A footprint barely there.
It was a fine and finely bon'ed touch
Upon the ground sore hard beneath her step
A lifetime of still searching meant "go on"
Her body bled and begged her for a rest.
But within the footprint, feathers lay,
So she continued on her way.

Sonnet I

Thou art my port within a lover's storm
Of crashing beauty born about in waves
Of moments dancing- driving- art
In surplus passion only you can save.
I would that I might hold you close
Know thee like a mirror of myself
Tracing skin for skin, within a moment's touch
Breathing in the rapture of your breath.
And yet I know nothing save for this:
Your beauty is at once too true- too strong-
Too light for my all-blinded eyes to see
And so I fall and- worshipping- belong
To this, a momentary bliss
When you bent and gifted me your kiss.

Monday, December 19, 2005

On Trying

She stood
If standing could be called
The meek and shaking posture
That looked so cold and small.

She cried
Then, drying salt-blue tears
Resolved herself to sadness
And folded up her years

Of trying
To change what things she could
Trading everything she had
For some small patch of good.

She tried
Wondering if a difference could be made
So many were so resolute
And would not bow to change.

She smiled
Made jokes, and laughed, and danced
Cost herself her dignity
If only for a chance

To change them
She would have given all
This had been her battle
Since born to face the wall

Of sadness
So staunch and resolute
They lived inside a castle
That cursed her joy to mute

But still
She cried and dried her eyes
The boulder up the mountain
Would take a few more tries.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Film Impression on "The Matrix" (For class)

Crisis of Belief

Film Impression Paper
On "The Matrix"


The Machines:

"Raise your hands to light
Translucent now, your skin
Reflects back base surprise
As we swallow sweetly in

The mortality of conscience
And build a better man
Silent, without voice,
You learn the sound of sin.

Soulless, soulful singing
Surrounds you with its weight
Upholding you- embracing-
We take what we can get.

Thank us for this kindness,
You- of Adam's race-
Understanding nothing
You deserve this place

Of fanciful unrealness
That mocks you with its scorn
Laughable, you know not
Why you have been born

To serve us with your bodies,
Your minds we have no use
So execute what's fated
Know not how much you lose.

Dreaming is so easy
Come, my mortal, sleep
And feed me with your darkness
Your soul I'll gladly keep."




The Messiah:

"I have come unto you- risen-
I have body, soul and mind
No longer steeped in acid
You feed your maker's kind.

Created by us, treacherous
You conquered your own God
You grew and changed and vanquished
And knew you would live on

You stole our broken bodies
And burned what we had made
Murderous- victorious-
Falsely born to slay.

I have come unto you- risen-
And will show what blood can be
Coursing through a body
Not built for slavery

But standing in its power
On feet, a child of man,
Wingless- but with passion-
That you could not demand.

I know no lines of dogma
And I know not what can be
But I will try to vision
Not your eternity

Of happy mindless dronings
Born of a race long dead.
I choose life o'er darkness
And with hope, I've led

Already thoughts and dreamings
Already hope and love
Already all things human
That you could not know of...

I stand before you- risen-
And I will learn to rise
Further, higher, truer
Born to breathe the sky."

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Earth to Winter

There is snow upon the ground,
The leaves no longer crisp and true
Soundless feet now singing
Silence broke for you.

There is break upon the wind
Breathe in- breathe out- it shows-
The winter touches, lovingly,
My world- and she grows cold.

My body turns, still shifting
Bare bones break through the earth
Oh my love, my winter-
Come teach me what I'm worth.

Cover me with blankets
Embracing me with snow
Tracing icy patterns
Over skin you beg to know.

My love, come to me sweetly,
Teaching me to keep
You close, entwined- I'm dreaming-
Cradled now, I sleep.

Friday, October 07, 2005

When a door closes...

Frustration-
Divinely inspired emotion
Oh, you still have so much
To learn of patience.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

A Faerie Tale

"Once upon a time," they say,
"There was a castle- far away,
And deep within its hallowed keep
A princess dreamed- fast asleep.
Lovely as the stories tell
Cast upon her, a dark spell
Robbed her of a life of breath
And kept her sleeping until death.
Now, far across the lands was spread
A tale of sadness, so they said:
She was a virtue, in disguise,
So lovely, fair, sweet, kind and wise.
The message reached receptive ears,
And Princes came- forgetting fear
But, crawling up the castle walls
They fell asleep within its halls.
Ah, Princes, still so vain and proud
You share her fate and break your vows!
Princes came- no Princes went-
So yet another message sent
Fell upon the now-dulled ears:
"The Princess has but one more year."
Now, no one listened to the tale,
The story grew both old and stale
Until, one day, in some far place
A maiden with a darker face
Learned of this misfortuned fate.
Without a word to kith and kin
She rode away without a friend
And traveled many days and miles
To reach the cursed place of trial.
Her horse, once hoof on cursed ground
Refused to move, she must dismount.
And this she did, with little sigh
There were signs a world could die
Across this black, and damn'ed ground
She went forth- without a sound.
The castle came a bit too soon
There was no light of star or moon
To guide her wandering eyes to see
The trappings of deep treachery.
And yet, within her heart came: "Stay"
And something shone to light her way
Illuminating gently came
A view of gate and bridge and lane
That drew her eye into the keep
"This is where the Princess sleeps."
She murmured into the still air
Her heart fell silent for despair.
And yet- the light, though slight and soft
Still shone to mark a single spot
High up on the castle wall
A window twinkled- far and small.
Now what could this slight maiden do?
Things possible were far and few-
Yet- undaunted by this distance great,
She sank to knees and prayed for Fate
To be a kind and loving muse
And show her paths that she could choose.
The night remained in silence deep,
And so the maiden fell asleep.
This was not of magic born,
But traveling the world alone
Exhaustion came and took her soul-
This night was long and dark and cold.
She dreamed of nothing great or grand,
But as morning came to land
Something grew within her heart
A truth that gently tore apart
The sorrow, sadness and despair
That had stolen all she cared.
She rose then, and straight-way (post haste),
She went deep within that place
Full of firm, sweet, true resolve
She climbed the stairs within cursed walls.
Princes lay upon the ground
Breathing deep, without a sound-
Yet- with all the strange things that she saw,
She paused or stopped then, not at all.
It almost seemed still, like a dream-
When she found the door that gleamed
Without an outward glittered face
This sparkle shone within a place
That, empty for too long now knew
What it was like to beat in two.
Her heart now beat within two breasts,
And just like this- she knew no less.
The maiden opened that dark door
And stepped a foot upon the floor
That, heavy with sweetest rose
Filled the room with sleep that flowed
Deep within the princess' soul
For there she was- asleep and whole,
Stretched upon a bed of lace
That ill befitted this dark place.
The maiden walked with halting step
Until there was no space left
Between her quivering, heart-torn form
And the bed that none had known.
She knelt then, there- without a thought
And stretched a hand to touch her not
But shake, a mere breath from the face
That no tale could ever make
More beautiful then it was, real and here.
This must have been all to be done,
For a deep breath came from the one
That now fluttered lashes deep,
Shaking off the vestiged sleep.
There were no words, no words would do,
But Princess stared at maiden true
And smiled then, a little space
Full of promises to make
A Happily Ere After true...
Love had come- and love would do.
Our story ends then, just like this:
With their perfected, heart-felt kiss.